难以说出的话 The Words That Are Hard to Say

There are two kinds of words are hard for me to say. The first is to apologize to others. The sorry words make me feel awkward. I always behave myself so well and I tell myself to stay away from trouble, so it is not acceptable for me to make others feel uncomfortable. When the mistakes happens, I am shocked and don’t know what to say. The second is to express the love to my parents. My parents are diligent and honest, they never say the romantic words. They just work very hard. I know they love me, but I just feel shy to say love them. Every time I want to show my love, then I feel something is stuck in my throat. I try hard to get over these difficulties, I decide to join some activities and make myself become an open girl.
有两种类型的话语是我很难说出口的。首先是向别人道歉。抱歉的话使我感到尴尬。我总是严厉约束自己, 告诉自己远离麻烦, 所以,让别人感到不舒服，对我来说是不能接受的。当错误发生时,我很震惊,不知道说什么好。第二个是表达对父母的爱。我父母是勤奋和诚实的,他们从来不说浪漫的话语。他们工作非常努力。我知道他们爱我,但说爱他们，我会感到害羞。每次我想要表达我的爱,总觉得有东西卡在我的喉咙。我努力去克服这些困难,我决定参加一些活动,让自己成为一个外向的女孩。